Once in my old diary
I wrote about everything
How I went throughout my day
In a cloud of smoke that made everything seem so happy
It only covered up the fact that everything I wrote about was actually a lie
I never had that dear friend I wrote about continually
Or that friendship that I thought I had
In all actuality it was all non-existing
The hardest fact to accept was the friend I once thought I had was just using me
Using me for his own thirst of causing someone else mental anguish
I honestly thought that he was my best friend
The one I could tell everything to
The only thing now that that diary can do is rot in a garbage can
Disposed of; with all the sorrow that followed
But I still don't feel any better
I guess old wounds really never can be completely healed
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Kind of a downer =P
ReplyDeleteThough, I do understand the sentiments. Been there before. 'Tis kind of a downer, in all actuality.
What kind of poetry do you enjoy reading?
OH! And thanks for the birthday wishes! Hope you have a rockin' holiday!
XD I'm sorry, I'm sort of a very depressing person a lot XP
ReplyDeleteI really enjoy reading your poetry XD I like reading poetry that's real, understandable, I can relate to it and that's more modern in a sense. The older poetry I guess I'm not deep enough to fully understand all the time, all the meanings behind a lot of the things they say.
You're welcome, I hope you had fun too! ^_^ I'm typing from the new laptop I just got today =D I received so many awesome gifts today.
Rockin'! I am a fan of technology... if you didn't guess. XD
ReplyDeleteI got some sweet gifts, too. One of the most awesome gifts was the direct sequel to Ender's Game - a book written by Orson Scott Card. If you have not read Ender's Game, then you ought to.
I just began a narrative blog, aside from my poetry blog. I am working on the most interesting story of my semester - the tale of my last week in New York this year. It promises to be amusing, though hopefully not as gripping as the experience was.
XD
Hope the rest of your break goes really well!